My sister called me last night on Dave's phone since I had left my phone at home. She said my grandma was in the hospital. We are not sure what is wrong exactly, but she will hopefully get better. She may not. But want I experienced after the phone call was quite amazing. I realized that I had no regrets with my Grandma.
Everytime I have wanted to tell her how much she means to me, I have called her. Everytime I have thought it would be wise to go spend time, I have gone. This woman makes me feel more loved than anyone I know. In the security of that relationship and the safeness of our love. I feel content. If she dies, I will be sad but not with regret. I'll just miss her.
This feels quite wonderful. And I think this is one area of my life I am very satisfied with and a relationship I really enjoy.
Thank you Grandma for loving me and teaching me how to love. Thank you for loving so many. I love you.
Diane, Dave and Zona Fred
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